Restless

It is two in the morning.
I have been lying in the dark for hours.
The memories cruising my mind keep me adoring.
Sleeping is rough; I just wish I had the power.
You keep storming through my brain;
Making me smile, making me long for your touch.
Our relationship is making me insane!
Should we be more? Or would that be too much?
Nothing feels more perfect than when I am with you.
Yet when I am away, things change.
Although, my heart is permanently pierced with those eyes so blue.
I can't help thinking that with one look into my mind, you would think my thoughts were strange.
Sleep, without you, has become a stranger.
In my thoughts, nightmares, and dreams you are always there.
I am risking my heart to be so prone to danger.
And for some strange reason, it all seems to be fair.
I have never missed some one person in so many ways.
And I have never fought so hard to try to keep things the same.
You are the reason my heart has been aching for so many days.
When I am with you, you are the only one who can keep my heart tame.
So perfect together; So unsure apart.
It's no wonder you have been able to mess with my heart.

Stronger Than A Mere Wish

Often times I get the desire to disappear for a day.

Just to turn off my phone and live.

Live a full day with no distractions to get in the way.

Live a full day with no fear to give.

Nothing to hold me back from doing any thing my heart desires.

To purely LIVE is all I wish to do.

I only want to have that honest, full-of-life, full-of-passion kind of feeling running through my wires.

It would be wonderful, at least for a day to run free in those shoes.

This is my new dream.