Surrounded by Lonely

She's the one ignored

And she never asks for more

She never finds a complaint

And she always opens the door

She finally found a best friend

One she could always love to mend and lend

Now her friend says that she is too adored

And so it turns to face a bitter end

Whenever others get bored

She is the one who gives something to live toward

Her love gives others wings

She won't let let things go unexplored

Yet demeaning makes her feel like she's dreaming

Inside her mind she is really screaming

They only treat her with one accord

Even when the drops of salt water are streaming

Her mind's tangled up around a loose cord

And she knows things with them are far from being restored

Maybe all she needs is a new start

To mend her heart and give her the deserved reward

Let It Out

There will come a time in everyone's lives

Where they will have to realize

That their own heart is the only thing they can always rely on

Friends will always have their own say

And families always seem to be so far away

So whenever you feel like you can't see anything but gray

Your tears will never disappoint you

They are always there to help you think

And keep feelings around when everything else starts to sink

Never lose hope and things will pay off

When you are sick with defeat

And feel like those around you only know how to mistreat

Don't let them take your susceptibility

Let your emotions shine through

Because no matter what, they will always be there for you

Don't let the ocean of carelessness seize what is yours

Fight the current that struggles so much to bring you along

Tears do not mean you are defeated or wrong

The most honest thing you could ever do is cry

So cure the fever of loneliness inside

Keep the drops flowing from your eyes until you're dry

Move forward and know there is always a cause

It's amazing what salty water can do with your flaws

Endurance

The things that soothe the soul

Are not always the things that will put you in control

They can take you to a far away place

But you will eventually have to return and face your mistakes

Sitting around in an empty lonely home

Has the tendency of wiping that smile off your face

When you want to be happy, make it so

Don't let your life stay on the plateau

The ups and downs of a static heartbeat

Are exactly what you need to enjoy your life's show

When no one seems to be saying what you want to hear

And those that you love can't make anything sincere

Just make sure you know that they are human too

And maybe they're the ones who need you to make them endear

Difficulties are followed with sparks of hope

Even though they feel heavy and won't let you float

The weights that are often hooked into your heart

Can be taken away after that long rising slope

The persistence you show will pay off after all

Just always remember to hold and not fall

Prescriptions handed to you can't cure the disease

They won't cure anything when they make you feel so small

I'M BACK

Ok...So, I realized how much I hated blogging. It seemed boring and I definitely didn't want to take a picture of myself every day. I found something that I love to do though that I finally feel ready to share. So...here goes...
I love writing poetry/lyrics. Even though I may not be very good, and a lot of these probably need some work, I still want to put them down on this blog so I can store them someplace. I'm running out of room in my Humanities notebook. Haha.
Anyways, the thoughts that I write are mostly the ones I'm trying to get off my mind. It soothes my soul when I have no other place to go. This is just how I express my feelings' meanings according to my mind, but feel free to interpret them however you'd like.
This is the first one that I decided that I wanted to share. Enjoy!

Worth isn't Measured Until the End

It's the one thing she sees

But just cannot seem to please

The pieces of her heart can't seem to find her eyes

So she keeps them inside and sits in her defaulted disguise

Making her happy is easy to do

But it's even enjoyable to be lost in a zoo

It's easy to know what is deep in her soul

When you look in her eyes and see a sign of a goal

She can't seem to hide no matter how hard she tries

Why can't it tell her what it feels inside

It conditions its mind to be the hardest to find

It destroys the easy path to a relationship divine

It is lucky to  have found something so profound

And this girl easily stands above her ground

The beautiful thing she has found to persist

Will undoubtedly be the last on her list

Remedies and tragedies will all find their worth

When she's drowning in victory and happiness on Earth

The one thing she loves above all the rest

Will never attest what it knows is the best

Endearing and sweet it will finally meet 

And an eventual change of the heart it will treat

Then the disguise of the eyes on both sides of this lie

Will crumble together to make the two fly.